Miguel Pagan Obituary

I'll love & miss you forever! Be with Brit!

Hard to believe it's been 13 years since you left us. somehow, now, during this pandemic, we miss you more than ever! I know you would have found creative ways to keep us busy, having fun during "shelter in place 2020".
You know you have 2 grandsons, Odin & Maverick. Brittany and Gavin are good. You also know mama Lucy had a stroke last year and is recovering nicely. Staying at home is hard for her. I guess you saw Victor coming up to meet ya! Sad for Conchie and the boys.
I'm still here and still looking for that marriage material guy, God has for me. Still loving the Lord first. Still worshipping at New Life. Life is good, my mom and boys are good. I have built my dream home. I have a house full of young people I'm life-coaching. Pray for me. I'm also studying to be a plumber :0, YIKES!
Anyway, Jesus is close. Most signs are here. I shall see you soon! Love you, always & forever!
Gail

My Always & Forever Love,

Life on earth is crazy! But the best news is your VERY FIRST Grandchild! Odin Louis was born to Brittany & Gavin 2/29/16, LEAP BABY! He's so precious!

You are sooo missed. I ALMOST got married again...BUT GOD (and you) said "NO!" Bravest decision ever!

Love you forever!
Gail

So, here we are, 8 years after your home-going. It's still really hard. I miss you so much sometimes, my whole body hurts with grief. Your Brittania is doing well, but still hurting greatly. Ask God to be especially mindful of her in her grief. She's such a lovely young woman and deserves to be happy with no bad feelings. As you must know, I was to get married last year. Sadly for "him", I walked out 3 hours before the ceremony. I pray I'm forgiven for breaking the spirit of another. Anyway, things on earth are super bad, so I'm sure Jesus will be here soon. Which means...I shall see YOU soon! I love you so much, Miggy! May God have His way!

Thinking of and loving you today and always!

Your first great nephew; Elijah Pagan. I got him the funny hats! He's a doll baby!

I simply can't believe it's been 7 years since you left us. I don't question God's ways, nor do I pretend to understand. What I have learned; it is none of my business what Holy God does between He and His children. You were my friend, my lover and my husband. You showed me the way to truly believe in Christ Jesus, and how to serve Him, even in my mess. I'll love you forever, and see you again.

Hi Love, What a great weekend! I know you were there! Your baby girl got married on Saturday. She is so beautiful. Get the angels together for a meeting and have Holy Father assign them to look out for Brittany & Gavin Male. I love you always!

Hi Love, Blessed New Year! WE had a party for your mom's birthday on Sunday. I wanted to share the group shot with you. I gave her your ring. She cried. BTW- we were able to surprise her :o I miss you forever!

MERRY, BLESSED CHRISTmas, Sweet Mikey! Always thinking of you.

HI Babe, Forgot to ask you; Did you meet Granny at the gates? Marilyn's mom went home to join you guys in Paradise. It was difficult, but she was here with us, and we got to hold her hand through the transition. We love Granny! Hug her a lot!

Hi Love, Sitting at my desk listening to Pandora. They're playing our song. I miss you so much. I dreamt of you again and again in recent weeks. I love it but hate the renewed heartache it brings forth. STill have the babies. They're so beautiful. It's hard work, but well worth it. Just wanted you to know am thnking of and missing you "always & forever".

Hi Love. I dreamed of you last night. You were so close, and I was reminded of the fun we always had. I woke with a renewed heartache. I miss you. On a lighter note, I am fostering these two lil babies. You would just love them! They're brother & sister and such doll babies. God knows how to fill a heart. I love you forever!

Hi Love. I miss you. GREAT NEWS! Ms. Brittany tells me she's engaged! I pray this is what God wants for her & Gavin. Keep your eye on that, please. David Velez went home yesterday. Did you see him? I guess you, he and Marcelo will be enjoying each other's company. I'm sure Tony will like them too. Weather's been beautiful. Can't believe it's March already. I miss you, my Miggy. Love you forever!

Morning Baby. Such chaos hre surrounding Tony. Please make a personal plea to the Lord for Peace fo the Fuentes family. I declare God will prevail in this.
I wanted to share this vintage photo, young Anthony shared with me.I thought you'd like it. I love you, sweet boy.

Ok Love, so there he is...delivered safe and sound. Anthony ABDULAH Fuentes, 1-20-12. I know there's a party up in there! Thank you for comforting him during his pain and for escorting him home. I know you, Holy God and His angels are rejoicing at the save. He wanted this, Mikey, he was tired. His prayer (and I suppose, your request) trumped all of ours. Please remember us down here. Please ask God to give peace to his children and family. Also, watch out for Fabey too. He's very, very sad. But don't you even THINK about having him join that party! There is still much for him to do here with us. I love you, my baby! Forever!

Oh another new year! I miss you more than ever. I know you're comforting your friend...He told me so. Hold him high, Mikey! I love you!

Merry, Blessed CHRISTmas, my love. I miss you!

My Love, The CHRISTmas season is upon us! This time of year is difficult. No matter what i do or who I am with, thoughts of you are always in the mix. Missing you massively!

Hi Baby! Not sure why, but rainy days like this make me miss you more... You are not forgotten! I love you!

It's the beginning of September already, can you believe it? I miss you. The world's gone crazy! Me too, someimes.I love you, Mikey! You are not forgotten.

Hi Baby! I just miss you! Pray for you mommy! Love you forever!

Happy Blessed Father's Day, my Mikey! Waitin' for the day that I see you and our "Father" face-to face.

It has been four years since you left us. So many more have come behind you. But Holy Jesus is near. I shall see you when He comes for His church. I miss you and love you, always & forever!

Be with me in this time of trials (many of them). I love you forever!

(Singing...) It's your birthday, yeah baby, it's your birthday...I know I suck at singing, sorry. Anyway, been celebrating you all day. Happy Holy Birthday, my love. I miss you so! Forever Love,

Hi Love! Happy Valenetines Day! I miss you massively!
On another note; your Dad got a new kidney!!!! Iam sure you had a hand in that.
I pray to see you again. I love you!

Hi Love, Prayerfully you've seen Aunt Kathryn up there with you. She left us on Jan 14th. I'll miss her, but certainly not like I miss you....forever!

Hey, no fair!! They have not been posting my holiday messages!!! Thinking of you always, anyway.
Happy New Year, my Miggy. I miss you!

Hi My Love, So coming up next you see Titi Olga Vega. Make her feel at home, babe. Pretty soon, there will be more of us there than here. Prayerfully, Jesus comes first. BLESS! It's crazy down here. Lift up this family my Miggy. I sooooo miss you.

Hey Love! You are not forgotten!!!

Thinking of you. LOVE & HUGS

Hello Sweet Mikey, Thinking of you always. I love you still.

Hi Mikey! It's hot down here! I hope you are looking after Mr. Dad, and making sure all that can be is being done. Ask Jesus for mercy for him, please.
I miss your happy spirit.

Hi Mikey! Happy BLessed Father's Day to you!

Hello My Love, I'll bet by now you've seen her...Mamito has left us to meet the Lord. Your mom is sad, but knows that you get to see her, along with Tio Jorge, and of course, JESUS! Watch over the family. Lift up every hurting heart. May we all remember to love one another like there is no tomorrow. I love you always.

Three long years. I miss you so. I will see you again. I thank God for you, and all He had you do for me. I love you forever!

OMGosh! I can't believe that it's coming up on 3 years! So much has happened. Right now, please concentrate on your Aunt Nilda (Mamito), they say she's in her final stages of cancer. She says she's ready to see Jesus,her husband, Jorge and YOU!! Get ready for her.
I miss and love you, Mikey!

Hello My Love! Happy Blessed Easter to you! Are you watching? Love you always!

Hi Sweet Mikey! I hope you are paying close attention. I performed in the Easter dramas, and was moved in such an unbelievable way. Prayerfully people were inspired,saved and healed.
I believe God is turning my mourning into dancing. Stay close as I venture out on this new love journey. I need you to watch over this. I will always love you.

Hello and Happy Holy Birthday, My Love!I miss you massively and am excited about seeing you again. Always ask God to give your family mercy. So much is going on, so many are passing on...Jesus is on His way, amen?

I love you, Sweet Mikey, always and forever.

Just thought I'd wish you a Happy Birthday up there is Heaven.I always remember that date 2/20. You are still missed by many. Holly is wonderful I pray for her.

Sherri Florida

You and I have never been much on computers but there is not a day that goes by that I don't think about you. I Love You so much and I feel your presence every day. As Earth Wind & Fire would say Keeeep your Head to the Sky Amen p.s. your Godson Armani has base in his voice.

Hi Baby!

Happy Valentines Day!

Hey Miguel,just stopping in to say hi. As I promised, my kids have not forgotten you and never will! I miss you my brother, miss your laughter and that nothing is wrong attitude,wish you could see my beautiful kids growing. Actually you probably are! Love you, Rafael, Alina, Noelle and Brandon.

Hi Love!
Two years, nine months. I love you!

Hey Pete!! (as you always said to dad) Just letting you know that we miss you in a physical way, but you are always with us in the heart and in our memories. Daddy is doing good with dialysis he is on the transplant list and we are praying for a donor. Daddy is such a faithful man always happy submitting to God's will. The rest of the family is doing well. Oh!! Florida is freezing! Pray for us to the father. We love you.
Daddy and Nereida

Hey Babe...You got to celebrate another New Year with the King! I did so at church. We decorated, and had no time to go home to get dressed. So, there we were, in our servant attire. How appropriate.
I miss you and cried again for you. But, I made a declaration...I'm moving forward. I have put the mourning to sleep, but not the memories. I pray you, my Daddy, Aunt Betty, cousin Laurie, Uncles John and Jorge are rejoicing together, as you watch what God is about to do down here. I love you, Always and Forever!

Hello My Love,
So, you must've seen him...Uncle George. He's happy now, and can move freely. Have Jesus dispatch angels concerning Nilda, and all the kids, and kids' kids, not to mention your father, Mr. Dad. These are gonna be sad days ahead. It's a good thing that you're there to usher them all in. My heart aches for the ones left behind.It's all gonna surface again...
:( God help us all. I love you, Miggy.

Hello My Sweet Mikey!
Merry, Holy Christmas, my love. I miss you!

Hi My Baby! So...did you see Aunt Betty yet? Yeah, God called her. Did Jesus allow you to buld her mansion right next to ours? Saturday they are having a service at Clemente for fallen bikers. They asked me to be there, which was very nice. So, I'll keep you posted. I love you Babe.

I'll remember this day always and forever!

Hi Sweet Mikey! Happy Holy Anniversary! This was to be our 5th. I miss you soooooo much and no, it still has not gone away. With my whole heart!

Hello my baby! The wedding was awesome! There were over 300 people there. I missed you massively that night. KNow you were there in spirit. I will attach some photos whenn they come. I love you my Sweet Mikey.

Oh Wedding Stuff!
I so wish you were here for Gabe's wedding, which is in 10 DAYS! It's all crazy and will be bittersweet, like so many other occasions these days. Anyway tomorrow is 2 years 5 months...wow. I miss you sooo much Miggy! It's not going away either so...
Well, I love you always.

Hey, once again my last entry didn't make it in! Anyway...Hello my Baby! I'm sure you know, and prayerfully your uncle John has made it to the Kingdom. I asked that he get a seat next to you, or a mansion next door to you, Dad and Joaquin. I love you, my sweet husband, and miss you still.
Conchi and I went to the 10th annual VICTORY RETREAT! It was cool. I will try to attach a pic we took. Continue watching us down here. I love you.

Well My Love, more company for you. Felix Barrios has passed through the gate 'cause his name was written in book of life! As head of the usher ministry, I think he's gonna talk to you about putting that gum in Rico's hand when he asked you to spit it out while you were ushering:) There, the angels rejoice at receiving him. Here, I say NO MORE DEAD PEOPLE!Anyway, enjoy the reunion. I love you.

Hello My Love, I just got back from a wake. Sad. The Otero girls had to say goodbye to their mom for now after a tragic car accident. I understand she went your way. Have you seen her? Short, beautiful smiley lady with white hair? Let her know we are lifting up the girls in prayer. I saw your aunts Olga and Carmen there. Your titi Olga looks great! I was so happy. They are both so cute. So many people kept coming up to me asking me "Aren't you Mikey's wife?" I did not know who many of them were. George Velaquez says he was your licorice buddy? He hugged me like we talked yesterday.???? Nice guy. His wife too, but I felt so dumb. They said things like "Holly, it's me Lulu. Holly, it's so nice to see you." How are things for you since Mikey passed" Huh? Who are these people? Sharon and Shirley Figuroa were there. Fabey came as I was leaving, cause I needed to give him my parking space. The guys from Sheffield were there too. Anyway, being there brought back so many sad memories. So I looked to One who comforts. Thank you Lord! I miss you sooooo much. Especially on days like this. My heart is with you always and forever. P.S. I finally moved my wedding ring to the right hand. I know it's not the same as taking it off, but I simply can't yet. I love you.

HEY! Cheaters. I sent you a message on July 4th and apparently, cyberspace stole it! Well bay, happy independence day! I know you love the fireworks the noise, the bike rides. I hope you were able to see the sparks from where you sit. I miss you, Miggy.

It's just so nice to see how much you were always loved and how much you will always be missed. My heart goes out to you and your family. I never forgot you here in Florida and everybody still remembers you. I just hope Holly and your family stay strong until we all meet again. I am sending you a big bag of candy in Heaven to share.
God Bless you!!!
Love, Sherri and Shayna Julius

MY BROTHER I HAVE A HARD TIME WRITING IN THIS GUEST BOOK SOMETIMES BECAUSE I TALK TO YOU EVERYDAY I LOVE AND MISS YOU IS AN UNDER STATEMENT EVERYONE TALKS ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME ALOT OF GREAT THOUGHTS MAY YOU R.I.P. LOVE AND PIECE ALWAYS TONY

Oh Good God! I can't believe it's been two years without you. The calendar moves forward but my heart stands still. I miss you, sweet Mikey!
So...you think you are funny? Cute balloon trick at the cemetery today. We smiled knowing it was you. At least the grass is growing, huh?
Please know I love you still, and I can't seem to move past it. Guess I am not supposed to. Perhaps something else should be added to marriage vows after the words "'til death do us part." "Cause really, death has not come in between me and my devotion to you. I'll think of some thing creative for that.
Anyway Miggy, I love you just as much today as the day I married you.
Love you always and forever. Your devoted wife,

What you say Pete!! I will never forget those words, they echoe in my heart like the voice of an angel that is calling from afar. Time passes by so quickly but the memories linger on and the love of your Dad is with you in heaven as much as in my heart. We love you for "always and forever".
Dad & Nereida

Hello My Love! This is a sad week.
Hey thanks for looking out for Fabey, he sure gave us a good scare. I hated seeing him in the hospital. But God took care of him and the docs were able to intervene in time. Thank you, Lord! He came to church on Sunday. I love my brother. Marie too, she's been an awesome friend.
Your Mom, Ray & I did some gardening at the grave last week. The stupid grass has not grown properly. I don't know; could it have something to do with the thirty pounds of candy we threw in there? LOL ANYWAY...I have lots of pics and little time. I want to show you the pictures of your building and the work that's been done. Manuelito is living on the second floor now, which is cool. At least he'll keep up the grass and flowers. God is good.
Baby Alexi's baby dedication is coming up. I'll have his party here in the yard, weather permitting.
I hope you can see Patches. Saying goodbye was VERY sad. McCloud is happier with a new place to run.The house seems so...quiet...and clean! Just look out for them, okay? I love you still, my Mikey! I'll write soon and send pictures.

Hi Baby! I got the USB! As it turns out, I was in the picture after all. Well, my shadow is. I pray you like the stone. This is the one that I could see you pointing to when Jesus and I went to buy it. I love you so!

Hey Miguel, it's such a great thing to see that so many people love you and think of you!! Including me, one can't ever forget the smile and cheer you always blessed us with. My kids still bring you up and it puts a smile on my face as well as thiers.I will forever make it a commitment to make sure that they remember you,sometimes i fell as though they will do it all on thier own. That is the kind of impact you honored us with while you were here,and still now as you are gone. We love and miss you Mikey. Always and Forever.

Happy Birthday My Sweet Mikey!
If you got any extra gifts, we could use some down here. I love you baby. Today was happysad. I went to cemetery and put some flowers and balloons there. I took a picture to send to you but I left the USB cable at school, so I can't show you yet. Besides...no one is in the picture. I had a difficult time trying to take a picture of myself. I went alone, obviously. And for the life of me, I still haven't figured out the timer thingy on this fancy camera you gave me. Nonetheless, I hope you saw me dancing on your grave to that cool Christian reggae CD as it blared from my truck. It was cold today. I did wear your sweater and turtleneck for the occasion. No one else in sight. The sun was shining and the sky was beauteous! The Holy Spirit was with me, while I was with you. I love you, sweet boy. Forever.

Dear Mikey;

Happy birthday to you! I know that you and the other angels are having birthday cake. I know that Holly misses you each and every day and I so wish that you were here with her.

Also just to let you know that you are missed each and every day!


Love, Debbie

Happy Birthday Mikey! Your always will be remembered. Holly I had you heavy on my heart today thinking about you. Hoping this day can still bring you happiness and peace. May God bless you always!!!


Sherri Julius

YO BUDDY OR MR. GOOD LOOKING HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BROTHER NOT A DAY GOES BY WITHOUT ME THINKING ABOUT YOU AND MISSING YOU !
R.I.P. GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS LOVE YA BRO...............

Hello My Sweet Mikey!
Happy Valentines Day! I miss you. I put a beautiful hand-made heart of flowers at your gravesite today, but prayerfully, you know this.
I've been hangin' out with sweet baby Alexi Fuentes. You would just love this little guy. I know how you are with little people, and this doll baby would make you have a party each time you see him smile.
Life is still crazy here, but I never stop thinking of and loving you. You are beautiful!

Hi Mikey
Hearts have been hurt at times in our lives, but it was a deep one when you left to be with our blessed savior. I know my loved one Tony and your lovely wife Holly and all who knew you will rejoice when they see you again. I just wat to say hi and tell you that you are very much alive in the hearts of those who hold you so dear. It is nice to be able to say hello, and I ask that you watch over Tony and give him strength in his time of need. Thank you and God bless you and your family, always.
Kristi

Remember Me.

Remember me. To the living I am gone. To the sorrowful I will never return. To the angry I was cheated. But to the happy I am at peace. And to the faithful I have never left. I cannot speak but I can listen. I cannot be seen but I can be heard. So as you stand upon a shore gazing at a beautiful sea- as you look upon a flower and admire its simplicity- remember me. Remember me in your heart. Your thoughts. And your memories. Of the times we loved. The times we cried. The times we fought. The times we laughed. For if you always think of me I will never have gone.


Wish I would have had the pleaasure of meeting you. You were so loved by so many people. Please help your brother he needs you so much right now. I know you had your issues and the whole time you were trying to help and guide him. He misses you so much and talks about you all the time. He is so lost right now. He need guidence. He needs to find his way back to God.
Holly needs your love too. She is an angel. I know how much she misses you. She is such a sweetheart. I am so thankful to have her in my life and I know you are too.

Lots of love

Hi Baby,
Did you see him yet? Joaquin Borges came to see Jesus on the 2nd of this month. Is his place at the banqueting table near you? Are your mansions close? Your graves sure are. It is sad for us here, but he was very sick for months. Now he's new, restored, like you.
Your mom is in P.R. with Mamito, keeping her company while she goes through her HEALING in Jesus' name. Are you looking out for Fabian, our sweet brother? How about Mr. Dad? He's the cutest little man, I love him. He leaves me the most loving Dad messages.Extra angels please. Also, it would appear that we may close the business, unless God wants us to continue. Only He knows, but we're giving our all.
We are in the process of a serious corporate fast. Fruits, veggies, whole grains and water...YUM! We're fasting for the church land. I have added some requests to my list. First and foremost is the salvation of my baby Jordan. Apparently, he's still "researching". Please tell Jesus to do what He does, amen?
Mikey, I miss you so much. Some days are soooo lonely. The longer we're apart the more earnestly I await Christ's coming. I can't believe it's been one year, seven months, twenty three days and two and a half hours. But who is counting? Life down here is crazy! I love you Miggy! With my whole heart,

HAPPY, BLESSED NEW YEAR, MY LOVE! You were the cool guy who got to spend Jesus' birthday with him. I am sending you a Christmas kiss. Merry Christmas! I love you!

Hi Baby!  Happy winter! I feel like a globetrotter! I'm home now and not looking forward to traveling in the near future.
So...Ms. Ruthie has joined you at God's banqueting table. Laurie is sad but loves that her Mom is with Jesus...and you. Hang out and wait for us. I missed you extra on Thanksgiving. I did spend it in Milwaukee Wisconsin with 20 of my family members. There were two new babies there. Just my thing. But that just means I am older too. One is a niece and one a great nephew! Wow!
Miami was...bittersweet. I got lost a lot, as you know. But I did have the privlege of meeting Sherri. She was cool, like I thought. We had an evening of shopping and talking; mostly talking. I must say, you did pick a couple of nice girls during the time you passed through this world. At least neither of us is bitter. I did not get to meet her beautiful daughter, Shayna, who I know you cared for and loved, but still look out for her too, okay? Ask God to dispatch extra angels.   While I was there I saw sweet Mandy and Shenelle. I also did..."the deed". You know; the purpose for that trip. Now it's all in God's hands. We'll just have to wait and see what comes of it. I am just thankful that I finally did what has been a long time coming. I die more to myself each day and thankful to sweet Jesus for His mercy and grace. Without Him, I am nothing. Without you, I am sad and lonely!
Missing you with My Whole Heart,

Dear Mikey,
I just like to share with everyone how nice it was to meet Holly. We went to BaySide walked around and talked about everything we could think of. She misses you so! I wish I could take that sadness away because she is a wonderful person and I was very happy to meet her. I know you had everything to do with that visit. I only wish happiness to you and all your family and friends.

Hello My Handsome One,
Happy Anniversary!
Today is...bittersweet. I am in Miami, supposedly on vacation. I flew here alone thinking it would be great, but it's not turning out that way. I am missing you so much and I realize that I would much rather be at home in our room, instead of this hotel suite alone. Actually, I am never really alone, God is with me and so are you, I pray.
I hope you enjoyed the nice little anniversay dinner we just had in that fancy little restaurant in this hotel. Your Dad called me during that time to remind me it was four years ago today that I became "his daughter" and that he loved me and was praying for my happiness. Nereida too. They are so sweet to me, and I am thankful. Not everyone is as considerate, Tony called and left me a message. Laurie and 'Dwyna did too, and my awesome boys. I am so blessed!
Friday, I will meet Sherri here in Miami. We are both looking forward to remembering you and sharing Mikey stories. Meeting one another too, of course. She seems so cool. Again I am thankful to be able to have received such a spirit that shares the love of you with others.
I am also spending time with sweet little Mandy and Shenelle. I have a mission here, as you know. You should be looking out for me while I do it too. I have only four days left to conquer it. God's will be done!
Everywhere I try to drive, I seem to get lost. My little portable navigator lies sometimes. You know this place...HELP! Although I did receive favor when I got here as the car I rented had a problem with the seat moving forward and I was unable to reach the peddles, so...the only car they had left was, get this, a HUMMER! They gave it to me for the cost I paid for the first car. Is that favor or what? I'll send a picture once I get home. Anyway, if I've got to be lost, a Hummer is a great car to pretend I know where I am going in, huh?
I wish I had a scanner here to post my favorite wedding photo, but no dice. I do have it with me though. Lots of them.
I love you Miggy. Jesus is coming soon so I'll see you soon, Amen?
With my whole heart,

Hello Baby!
Happy late HOLLY-ween! Things are movin' along. All but my missing you. That's kinda' at a stand still. I can't believe we're coming up on a year and a half. I am still hopelessly devoted. The boys are great! Jordan's steppin' up the pro-wrestling scene (arghh), and Gabe is now doing live weather broadcasts on CLTV. I could not be more proud. He & Yolie are planning a wedding for next October. Gabe keeps saying he wishes you were here for it. Huh, he wishes...

I am still pretty shakey on my Harley! It's a big heavy bike. I can feel you ride with me. I still can't believe I do. You have always persuaded me to do things, Miggy. You just got it like that.

Pray for your aunt, Mamito (Nilda). Cover her, Mikey. Ask God for mercy.
Hope you got the mansions prepared for Ms. Ruthie, Laurie's mom and even Joaquin, cause they are on their way. Sad for us, good for them.

Did I tell you, I planted, and God grew this gorgeous garden in the back yard, after we finished the two-story garage you started. Too bad your naughty dog, McCloud, could not resist demolishing it, with Patches help, I'm sure. He peed in it and dug it up, and she ate the tulips, geraniums and gladiolas. And yes, Patches lives on. This pit bull is like 15 years old. She's something else. McCloud ALMOST got sent away to doggie boarding school (like bye-bye) but of all people, Jordan wasn't having it. He saved him. So, nothing is different. He's about to lose his testies though. No nookie for him.

I will be the Godmother to Alexi Miguel Fuentes. Tony's newest, beautiful baby. He's a doll. I'll stand in for you too. Tony's growing closer to God, I'm sure you know. Just tell Jesus to raise the volume on His call.

The church is still growing. We're about 4000 strong now, and looking for a permanent home. Actually, a land to build one on.

Our bedroom is still beautiful. Your (our) pictures are still all around. I am working on the "suite" portion now. I am in the process of purchasing that whale-shaped hot tub. First I need to see if it even fits up the stairs. I wish you were here to enjoy it with me. Truth be told, I am so lonely without your crazy, beautiful self. I thank God for my faith. That is what carries me. The calendar says 1 1/2 years, my heart says 1 1/2 weeks, yet a lifetime. Some have asked why
I still wear my wedding rings...guess I always will. I miss you massively! It's only God, my two awesome, devoted children (men), and my devoted friends who help me, day to day. It's true; I am still in love with a dead guy. Well, dead to earth that is.
I love you still, sweet Mikey!

Hi Mikey,
It just makes me smile to see how much you are loved and missed by everyone.You were always special and so much fun and I never forgot you. One day we will all meet again. Until then take care of business in Heaven. God Bless you always and God Bless your Family.

Love, Sherri and Shayna

What's Up Pete!! Daddy always remembers that you always said that when you called. We miss you and at the same time we are happy for you. You won the good race, you won the battle. How cool is that! There is nothing greater then being in the presence of God. Be our angel and watch over us; especialy Daddy.
Love always

Daddy and Nereida

Hello My Love,
Just wanted to share a pic of me and my men. They stood up in BubbleGum Mike's wedding. Aren't they handsome? I thank God all day, every day for such awesome, caring , unselfish, successful and devoted sons, amen? So glad you were able to share in that.
Love you still.

Hi Baby!
Still miss you every day!
I learned to ride a motorcycle! Of course, you'd know this. But how cool is that? I got a brand new 2008 HOLLY Davidson Sportster 883. It's black , of course. Ride with me as God keeps me safe (I'll do the steering). Thank you for giving me the courage to try. I more than love you, my sweet Mikey.

Hello My Love,
Just wanted to kiss you.