Clarice Guerino Obituary

To My Dear Mom,

Well Mom it has been 1 long horrible

month.Honestly the worse month of my life. It has not gotten any better at all. I still miss you more each day. I still cry each & every day.I still shake my head &

cannot believe this all really happen. I feel like a orphan. I am

totally lost without you.

I hope you are ok,I hope you can hear me when I call for you & when I

talk to you. I still need you so very much.

I will never forget you,my best friend.

Look Mom we are together in my e mail address just like Aunty Bea & I are together on my license plate.

I hope you can see & know that.

This whole thing has been so unreal

to me.Sometimes I have to stop & think when I want to call you or when I wonder why you have not called me.

This just all happen so fast,my head is still spinning. I can't

believe that I actually have any tears left.

I hope I was a good daughter to you.

I hope I did enough for you & made you proud of me.

I know you loved me you told me that all the time & I told you right

back.That is one thing that I know for sure.

I wish I could go back in time & have you back with me.

I really can"t handle being here without you.

Also these stupid holidays are coming & I just want them to go away

real fast.

Tammy,Michael,Jamie, Judi, Jim & Jean have all been very supportive.

Aunt Rose & Rena too.

My boss Fran has been absoutely

wonderful to me. She talks to me,helps me & lets me cry when I have to which is quite often.

Everyone at work has been great too.

Well Mom...............I really can't bring myself to say goodbye to you so I will just say see you.

Oh God how I wish that was true.

I love you with all my heart & I

always will.

All my love always & forever,

Your oldest daughter,

Bobbie (Bob)

one month...one very long month...i miss you so much, gram...i feel so lost without you...when i needed advice the other day, i thought of you...and...i couldn't call you...i think of you every day...are you happy? can you see me? can you hear me when i cry or talk to you? i love you, gram...i have never felt such emptiness until you were taken from my world...i hope heaven is the world you have been waiting for...and that you are holding hands and laughing with YOUR LOVE =)

arrivederci, nana...amore' ti...

NOVEMBER 11,2003

DEAR MOM,

IT HAS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I LAST SAW YOU & TALKED TO YOU.

I MISS YOU SO MUCH EVERY SINGLE DAY.

IT HAS NOT GOTTEN ANY EASIER.

I STILL CRY EVERY DAY WHETHER I AM HOME, IN THE CAR,IN THE SHOWER OR AT WORK. MORE AT WORK IT SEEMS.

I HOPE YOU ARE OK & YOU KNOW I DID ALL THAT I COULD FOR YOU.

WHEN I COULDN'T REACH YOU THURSDAY

NIGHT I THOUGHT MAYBE YOU WERE OUT WITH ROSEANN.

NEXT MORNING I THOUGHT MAYBE YOU WERE IN THE SHOWER OR DOWNSTAIRS.

WHEN YOU DIDN'T CALL ME BACK I CALLED MICHAEL.

HE SAID MOM YOU KNOW WHAT YOU NEED TO DO.

I WAS TOTALLY HYSTERICAL WHEN I WAS TALKING TO HIM.

I THOUGHT MAYBE YOU FELL & COULDN'T GET UP.

I CALLED FRAN LIKE MICHAEL SAID & TOLD HER I NEEDED TO GO MAKE SURE YOU WERE OK.

I WAS CRYING SO MUCH THAT SHE WAS AFRAID TO LET ME DRIVE BY MYSELF.

SHE SAID SHE WOULD COME OVER & GO WITH ME.

I TOLD MICHAEL I WAS NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO DO THIS BY MYSELF BUT HE SAID I HAD TO BE STRONG & DO WHAT NEEDED TO BE DONE.

HE TOLD ME TO CALL EP POLICE & HAVE THEM MEET ME THERE. SO I DID.

THEY SAID YOU WERE IN YOUR BED COVERED UP.

THEY SAID THEY DIDN'T THINK YOU SUFFERED AT ALL JUST DRIFTED OFF.

GOSH I SURE HOPE SO.

MY GOODNESS WHAT A SHOCK.

GOSH MY HEART JUST BROKE THEN & IT STILL HAS NOT MENDED.

I HONESTLY DO NOT THINK IT EVER EVER WILL. NOT AS LONG AS I LIVE.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH & I MISS MY MOM.

BUT MORE THEN THAT I MISS MY MOM & MY BEST FRIEND ALL ROLLED UP INTO ONE PERSON.

ALL MY LOVE ALWAYS & FOREVER,

BOBBIE YOU USED TO CALL ME BOB & I LOVED IT TOO.

"THE MATRIARCH"

Tears fall from my eyes-

It's hard to say goodbye.

You were my strength-

Guiding me at all lengths.

You were my hope-

Always helping me cope.

You gave me the spirit-

to succeed and never quit.

I am lost without your wisdom-

Your presence provided our family with a kingdom.

A KINGDOM, A LEGACY, AN EMPIRE.

My Gram, the MATRIARCH-

your soul keeps the family's eternal flame afire.

TLH 11-11-2003

gram...my face it streaked with tears...i just watched "8 simple rules..." with the episode about dealing with the death of the John Ritter character...oh man! everything that was said hit me so hard...it was like reliving everything from the 17th of october on...but the best part was when the "last article written" was found...i thought of you...and i thought of your special notes to me in the "tammy journal"...it made sense...you knew that i would need reassurance if you were not going to be there to tell me...you always understood me...i love you so much, gram...when will the pain stop???

HI GRAM...it has been the longest 2+ weeks of my life...I miss you so...I saw your beautiful face smiling at me in a dream...I saw GG & AB, UJ too...everyone looked the way I remember them...and everyone smiled...you looked happy...I LOVE YOU, GRAM! I WILL EVERY DAY UNTIL I MEET YOU AT THE PEARLY GATES!

IT HAS BEEN SO TOUGH, GRAM. I AM STILL SHAKING MY HEAD IN DISBELIEF! I am so sad without you. I cried so much on Sunday because you did not call...we did not have our "girl talk"...I MISS THAT :( I LOVED WHEN YOU WOULD SAY, "OK, MY DEAR. I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER." I LOVED BEING CALLED"MY DEAR" BY MY DEAR GRAM! It hurts everytime I look at your picture...I have you with me all the time-in the car-so you can watch over me with MOM'S angel...I just cannot believe I won't be seeing you...there are so many things we had left to do & talk about! I am not ready to let go...I only had you for 40 years--THAT IS NOT ENOUGH TIME! I miss you--I LOVE YOU, GRAM!!!! XOXO to AB, UJ, "YOUR LOVE" MY GG =) and my UNCLE Buddy...If you see G & G DOYLE, SEND THEM MY LOVE, TOO! YOU ARE ALL MISSED! I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY. IN TIME, I HOPE TO BE TOO...But I will always miss you...no matter HOW LONG you are gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



"tears fall from my sad eyes-it's hard to say goodbye..."



P.S. Remember when we talked about you being "THE MATRIARCH" & YOU LOVED IT!? YOU ARE! ALWAYS! WHEREVER YOU ARE! =)

MOM

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY.MY HEART IS

BROKEN IN TWO.

I NOT ONLY LOST MY MOM BUT MY BEST FRIEND. WHO WILL I GO TO NOW? YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME WHENEVER I NEEDED YOU. I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY NOW WITH PAT,AUNTY BEA,UNCLE JOE &

MY BROTHER BUDDY. I KNOW I SHOULD BE HAPPY I HAD YOU HERE FOR AS LONG AS I DID BUT IT WAS NOT LONG ENOUGH FOR ME. TAMMY & MICHAEL ARE LOST WITHOUT YOU.PLEASE NEVER FORGET HOW MUCH I WILL ALWAYS LOVE.YOU LEFT ME TO FAST & WITH NO WARNING AT ALL.

I AM SO GLAD YOU DID NOT SUFFER.

THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN TOO HARD FOR ME TO TAKE.

I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU & I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU............. NEVER

LOVE ALWAYS & FOREVER

YOUR BOBBIE (BOB TO YOU)

PS PLEASE GIVE AB,UJ, & MY DEAR PAT MY LOVE & A BIG KISS.

I MISS THEM ALL STILL.

IT HAS NOT REALLY GOTTEN ANY BETTER

OVER THE YEARS.

I WISH I COULD HAVE KNOWN MY BROTHER.

I REALLY COULD USE HIM HERE FOR ME NOW.

Toots!!!!

I miss you dearly, but I know that you are happy now. Your life is now complete and you are in a better place.

Please continue to watch over me, I need a lot of help and you have always been a great friend to me.

Can you please make sure that you say hi to Auntie Bea and Uncle Joe, I miss them more and more everyday.

I know Grandpa is holding your hand as you cross the streets of heaven.

I will continue to call you from my heart on my way home from work.

You will always be my favorite Gram.



Try to be good up there....?????



I love you

Michael

I miss you more and more each day, Gram. I love you! I need your love and strength to go on...the pain is so intense right now! Watch over me from above. Guide me like you always have. I will be looking for you everywhere in my thoughts, dreams, and in the signs you leave for me. Thank you for the sign Friday =) now I know you and Gramp are looking out for all of us from heaven. LOVE AND MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I only knew you briefly, but know you were a wonderful person and that you will be missed. I'm sorry for your loved ones, because they are the one's who have to deal with your loss. The loss of such a wonderful person is never easy.



Dana

My dear Gram...Rest in peace...know I am looking up to the heavens, searching for your beautiful face & warm ways...my heart is breaking, but it will mend...your face is forever etched in my mind...your voice is heard within my thoughts...you will still guide me...you will still love me...I will still need you...I will cry at times, but wonderful memories will dry my tears...I will remember you & smile. I LOVE YOU, GRAM. YOU ARE MORE THAN MY GRAM, YOU ARE MY FRIEND...

until we meet again, you are my special angel...watching over me from above...please don't be mad if i cry...i really miss you...i have to cry before i can laugh & smile again...my pain is the loss of my Gram...I need to mourn...I know you are at peace...and you are with Grandpa...I am glad you found each other in heaven...I LOVE YOU & I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!