Alejandro Vela Obituary

I miss you sooo much baby boy! Sophie and I are going to go visit you on thursday and take you elmo ballons my angel! Thinking of you always!

Hey Alex, a few days ago Sandra told me a story about you. She said that mom had gotten mad at you and mama started to chase you around the car. Sandra said that while you where being chased by mom, Noni and Sandra were in the car screaming for you to come back in.
Of course I knew you were scared cause Booooyyyyy when mama gets you there ain't turning back. When ma got you, You probably got caught on Monday and did not wake up till Friday. I've always wanted to contact you by paper and pencil, phone or even texting.
I also think that the dream you sent me must have gone on a two way street, last year I got that dream you sent me. I seen your face and body was glowing, and you had two angels on your sides. When I came to hug you said, "I have to go, but I'll be somebody when I'm back.”I believed you because two months later I seen you in a blue van with gold stripes on the side.
Well, my time is up.

Love you,
Your little brother Ozzy

Alex
Man its been a minute since I wrote you on here but I always think of you! Even after all these years you are still doing all these pranks on me silly! Ever since I had that dream on the 22nd I knew you were trying to tell me not to forget your bday which I didnt angel! Alex I know it was you who put the elmo on my night stand because Delilah hardly plays with her elmo but it felt great to wake up and see the elmo so close to me because I know you are still watching over us! I miss you so much! I still cant believe its going to 7 yrs that you been gone!You are always on my mind and I promise to you that when I go back to Chicago I'm taking you some flowers and Delilah's elmo! Alex Sophie and I are talking about you right now remembering the old days in curie! I miss you so much
R.I.P Alex

Love,
Brenda

Alex,
I had a dream about you last night. The dreams that I have of you are few and far between but any glimpse of you I can catch is heaven sent. I can still hear your voice and see your smile. I miss you more and more with every passing day. I feel your presence in the car as I drive and even when I'm doing the simplest things like washing dishes. It seems like it was last week that you left but as the seasons pass me by I know time has as well. As winter approaches I look forward to the first snow. I remember how much we enjoyed shoveling the snow together as kids. We all miss you so much that it is unbearable at times. Watch over us my baby brother and know how much you are loved and missed. I love you with all of my heart Alex.
Love,
Your Big Sister

R.I.P Alex. Watch over us pa!

HEY BABY IM SO HAPPY I'M GETTING MARRIED SOON BY THE END OF THIS MONTH AND BELIEVE ME I WILL NEVER FORGET ABOUT YOU! OUR MEMORIES ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE WITH ME!!!

HEY BABY I MISS YOU SO MUCH SWEETHEART I WANT 2 SEE YOU FOR AT LEAST A MINUTE BABY THATS ALL I NEED AND ASK YOU FROM YOU MY PRAYERS ARE ALWAYS WITH YOU.GOD BLESS YOU!

MUCH LOVE,

BRENDA

DEAR ALEX,



HEY SWEETIE! JUST WANT TO WISH YOU A HAPPY NEW YEAR'S! I'LL BE THINKING ABOUT YOU! LOVE AND MISS YOU DEARLY.

YOUR GIRL ALWAYS AND FOREVER,

SOPHIA

A.K.A

DELICIOUS



~* SOPHIA -N- ENRIQUE ~*

It's been a while since I last wrote to you Alex and the holidays are right around the corner and all I want this Christmas is to see you once again at least for 5 minutes!!! I miss you alot and so does your family. I want to wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! Please continue blessing us and watch all of us from up there! You are always in my prayers



Much Love,

Brenda

hey alex,

it's been a while since i last wrote to you, i just wanted to let you know you're not forgotten. I was actually talkin' about you the other night, our grammer school days. I wish we could go back in time and relive all our good and bad times together. Your sweet smile is always remembered. Thanks for that beautiful dandelion, i still remember.

love,

Brenda

DEAR ALEX,



HEY SWEETIE!!! JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND IN MY PRAYERS ALWAYS. MAY GOD BLESS YOU BABY!!! :)

Hey baby,



Well its been pretty rough for all your family and me! Its been a year now that u have left all of us. Keep on giving us the strenght 4 us to keep making it through. Man Alex i miss u so much!!! You wouldnt even imagine! Man every time i see an ELMO i think back of how you used to talk like him, Ohh ohh that tickles!!!!!!!!!! Man Alex you are missed by all the boys and everybody that had the pleasure to meet you my ANGEL! Man Alex why did this happen to us? Why did u have to leave us? Man i have so many questions to ask God ,why you? Man you should see the Princess she's gorgeous ,it runs in the family right babe! Shes beatiful, and guess what she has your name! Man Alex i have so much to tell you but i cant! Well baby im gonna let you go back where you belong with all the angels!





Love,

Brenda

A.K.A

CHULA

**hey babe!**

there is so much i want to tell you you don't even understand. so much has changed since you've been gone. Mayra, Denise and me talk about you constantly, like you can't even imagine. We seen Amy the other day too,you were all we talked about. We were remembering all the good times we shared together. Alex you don't know how hard it is right now with you not here. It's been really tough for all of us. But just the thought of you and all the good memories makes me feel much better. I barely got my liocense and hopefully i get to go see you more often. I'm also trying to find time to go and see your mom like i told her i was,me and the other girls have been wanting to go see her but something always comes up at the last minute. I will though I promise. well babe if i keep wrighting more i'm probably gonna write a book. so i'll let you go for now.

***LUV YA MUCHO!! MUCHO!!***

YOUR GIRL(MA),

***ARI***

~P.S~

REMEMB ER TO ALWAYS,TAKE IT TO DA HOUSE~SMILE~BE HAPPY~AND DANCE LIKE YOU KNOW HOW TO....

Alex:

Hey babe, happy belated b-day i wish the best. To this day i've kept that promise i made to you and i have been working on it,everything i do is for you. there is not a day that passes by that i don't think of you. Everything reminds me of you. Remember that crack on the wall of my house well its still there.Everytime i see the movies kings of comedy it reminds me of you.I dont ever want you to think that we have forgotten about you.You are always always always in my mind and heart.For a while i didnt feel like doing anything but just the thought of you made me stronger.I've been trying to go over your house and give your dad some pictures to give to your mom i told her i was going to send her some.Well hun i gotta let you go.

All my prayers go to you and your family.

LUV YA!!MUCH AND LIKE ALWAYS *TAKE IT TO DA HOUSE*

YOU GIRL(MA),

XO ARIANA XO

MY BABY ALEX,



HEY SWEETIE!! HOW ARE YOU? I PRAYED THAT GOD WOULD GIVE YOU A SECOND CHANCE TO SPEND TIME WITH YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY ON YOUR BIRTHDAY. I HOPE HE GAVE YOU A WONDERFUL GIFT. I MISS YOU ALEX AND I THINK OF YOU ALOT. I WOULD IMAGINE US WALKING AND TALKING TO EACH OTHER. JUST ME AND YOU HANGING OUT. I'M GOING TO VISIT YOU BABY. SOON!!! YOU MEAN'T SO MUCH TO ME, AND I WANTED TO THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING A GOOD FRIEND. YOU ALWAYS LISTENED TO WHAT I HAD TO SAY. AND I THANK YOU ALOT FOR THAT. YOU WERE A GOOD LISTENER. ALOT OF THINGS HAVE CHANGED. I'M NOT WITH ENRIQUE ANYMORE, BUT I STILL LOVE HIM AND I KNOW HE STILL LOVES ME!! BUT ANYWAYS, BACK TO YOU. I WISH I COULD SEE YOU FOR AT LEAST FIVE MINUTES IN PERSON OR IN MY DREAMS. WELL LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU ALEX!!! TAKE CARE BABY!

LOVE ALWAYS YOUR GIRL FOREVER,

~*~*~*~*SOPHIA~*~*~*

***Happy 17th Birthday Alex!!!***

Happy B-day to you!Happy B-Day to you! Happy B-Day my dear Alex!Happy B-day to you my ANGEL!!!I dont how to start baby but we are all hurting so much right now give us the strenght we need specially to your mom who is a wonderful woman and your sisters. Oh Alex we i see Ozzy i see you but darker! I miss you so much baby. If you were here you'll be making fun of me today because is your birthday even though you always thought you were 10 times older than me! I wish you the very best today that is your birthday i send all my prayers to you and for God to watch over you up there! Hope u have fun with all the other angels you are with im pretty sure you will because you are an ANGEL yourself!

Happy Birthday baby!

Love Always and Forever,

Brenda

ALEX,



HEY BABY,

WELL IT HAS BEEN REALLY TOUGH WITHOUT YOU HERE. I KNOW YOUR BIRTHDAY IS ON THURSDAY, AND IF YOU WERE HERE WE'D CELEBRATE!! I MISS YOU ALEX WITH ALL MY HEART,AND I HOPE ALL IS WELL. I THINK ABOUT YOU AND YOU ARE FOREVER IN MY PRAYERS!!!

~*~*~*HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX~*~*~*~

LOVE YOUR GIRL FOREVER,

SOPHIA FRIAS

ALEX,

THIS REALLY SAYS WHAT I FEEL:



IT'S BEEN 5 MONTHS SINCE YOU WENT AWAY, LEFT WITHOUT A WORD AND NOTHING TO SAY,WHEN I WAS THE ONE WHO GAVE YOU MY HEART AND SOUL, SO I ASKED GOD

GOD SEND ME AN ANGEL FROM THE HEAVENS ABOVE TO HEAL MY BROKEN HEART FROM BEING IN LOVE 'CAUSE ALL I DO IS CRY TO WIPE THE TEARS FROM MY EYES



YOU'LL ALWAYS HAVE A VERY SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART BECAUSE YOU REALLY DID TOUCH ME DEEP INSIDE MY HEART NO OTHER WORDS COULD BE ABLE TO SAY HOW I FEEL. THESE DAYS HAVE BEEN REALLY THOUGH FOR ME AND YOU KNOW THAT BABY, YOUR BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP AND IF YOU WERE HERE YOU'LL STILL BE MAKING FUN OF ME BECAUSE I'M OLDER THAN YOU AND I'M REALLY GONNA MISS THAT THIS THURSDAY! I MISS YOU SO MUCH



Love Always & Forever,

Brenda

ALEX,



WITH ALL THE PASSING DAYS, I FEEL LIKE IF THE WOUND YOU LEFT ME WHEN GOD DECIDED TO TAKE YOU TO THE PLACE YOU DESERVED (THE BETTER ONE), IS HEALING. THANKS ALOT FOR HELPING ME GET THROUGH IT BECAUSE I FELT YOUR HELP. NO MATTER WHAT PEOPLE SAY OR THINK I FELT YOU GETTING ME THROUGH IT!!! WORDS WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I'VE BEEN MISSING YOU, BUT JUST TO KNOW THAT YOU'RE IN THE BEST PLACE ANYBODY COULD BE, CONSOLES ME. WE ALL MISS YOU SO MUCH, WE JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR OUR DAYS TO COME SO WE CAN FINALLY MEET UP THERE!

LOVE,

BRENDA

DEAR ALEX,



GOD LOOKED AROUND HIS GARDEN AND HE FOUND AN EMPTY PLACE. HE THEN LOOKED DOWN UPON THIS EARTH AND SAW YOUR TIRED FACE.

HE PUT HIS ARM AROUND YOU AND LIFTED YOU TO REST. GOD'S GARDEN MUST BE BEAUTIFUL, HE ALWAYS TAKES THE BEST. HE KNEW YOU WERE SUFFERING. HE KNEW YOU WERE IN PAIN. HE KNEW YOU WOULD NEVER GET WELL ON THIS EARTH AGAIN. HE SAW THE ROAD WAS GETTING ROUGH, AND THE HILLS TO HARD TO CLIMB. SO, HE CLOSED YOUR WEARY EYELIDS "PEACE TO THINE". IT BROKE A BUNCH OF PEOPLE'S HEART TO LOSE YOU, BUT YOU DIDN'T GO ALONE; FOR PART OF US WENT WITH YOU, THE DAY GOD TOOK YOU HOME!!! I MISS YOU ALEX....!!!!!

LOVE ALWAYS YOUR GIRL

FOREVER,

SOPHIA FRIAS

ALEX,



A MILLION WORDS CAN NOT BRING YOU BACK..I KNOW, BECAUSE I'VE TRIED.

NEITHER WOULD A MILLION TEARS..I KNOW,BEACAUSE I'VE CRIED.

I MISS YOU ALEX VERY MUCH AND I HOPE SOMEDAY WE WILL MEET AGAIN!

Alex,

Well, what can I say? Now we start off a New Year, but not very happy knowing that you're not here with your family and people that love you. You just can't believe how much I miss you. How hard it is to believe that I won't get to hear your voice or see your face. Never thinking that we would have had to seen that day so soon. Now all I have of you are pictures and remembering all those times you would make me laugh and when you would get in trouble back in grammer school. I guess no matter how much it hurts we have to accept we can't bring you back but just wait until we meet again, its good to know you are in a better place. As long as you can see how many people love, care and miss you. Includin me.



Love you always

your girl,

Shorty

Alex,

Another month came and went. Thanksgiving Day has come and gone. It is getting closer and closer to Christmas and the one thing that I wish to receive this year I know I will never get. All that I have lost, will never be returned to me no matter how good a girl I am throughout the year. Santa is not one to be able to make that miracle happen only life's natural course. Just got me thinking of what a great big gift that would be sitting under my tree this year if I were to be granted my one wish. Every one would be soooo envious of me cause I got the bigest gift, but then - when it was time to open it and you and the others would come out of the wrapping paper at one time... they would see that it wasn't just a gift for me .. it was for them too. Gosh Alex, I miss you too damned much! It's getting cold and I wish that instead of a blanket of snow over you, there would be an electric blanket to keep you warm this winter. I hate that you sleep alone at night in a cold place... you and little Ernie. I am so sorry!

I just want to tell you that Christmas will not be the same without you but I still want to say Merry Christmas and Happy New Year...may you and lil' Ernie spend it together in your eternal life up there. May you watch over us this Christmas as you've done all this time. Help Tia Licha get through the holidays with enough strength to keep it all together. She needs you to be by her side. Tell her that all she has been doing is good. Not to feel guilty of anything that she does. She misses you and loves you so much. We all do. Just be here with us for the Holidays in spirit. I will be happy with that. Til' next time! We love you Alex.



Love Always,

Your Cousin,

Corina Vela

To my beautiful cousin whom I miss everyday that has passed since you departed this earth. And since then, pain still lingers in our hearts as if it were that very same devastating morning when we received the horrible news. I still can't beleive that you are gone. Still I ask, "Why?" "Why did this happen to us?" No words can explain even though it had been explained time and time again I still don't understand. I just don't want to understand! Your picture remains in my car and when the nights are cold.. I put Ceidi's blankie over your picture. I don't take you out because I want you to be there to protect me and the kids as soon as we get into the car. I know we are safe. Because you are an angel now - and my kids know you are. The kids and I went to see you this passed weekend I left some flowers for you there. I wish that I could just talk to you in person. You stopped visiting us and I am kinda sad about that. I need your spirit around the family. Shine your light over us once again. We miss you soooooo much Alex and we love you soooo much! Til we talk again.... sweet dreams mijo!!!

Your Cuz,

Who loves you Dearly!

Corina Vela

ALEX I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW ONCE AGAIN THAT YOU'RE STILL MISSED TERRIBLY!!! YOU ARE ALWAYS ON MY MIND, DAY AND NIGHT. WHEN WILL I FINALLY OVERCOME TO THIS? YOUR LOVED ONES LIFE AND MINE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME!!!THERE'S ALOT OF EMPTYNESS ON OUR HEARTS.



MISSING YOU,

BRENDA

alex it's been five months and nothing has changed in my life there's still emptyness in my heart!!! i still miss u terribly i'll do anything to see u one more time at least for a couple of seconds!five months now without seeing, feeling or hearing u man baby when will God finally let me see u?i hope is very soon. so baby let me tell u one more time u will always have a special place in my heart no matter what.



missing u,

Brenda

ALEX IT'S BEEN THREE MONTHS THAT YOU HAVE LEFT YOUR LOVED ONES AND I MISS YOU TERRIBLY MY LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME NOT WITHOUT YOU HERE BABY IT HURTS NOT TO SEE YOU AND TALK TO YOU HEAR YOUR JOKES.MAN BABY MY FANTASY IS TO BE WITH YOU,HOLD YOU, TOUCH YOU,AND KISS YOUR LIPS.MY FANTASY IS TO SPEND THE NIGHT IN YOUR ARMS, TO BE THERE WAITING FOR YOU EVERY DAY, TO HUG YOU, TO SHOW HOW MUCH I HAVE MISSED YOU, TO SNUGGLE WITH YOU. TO BE ABLE TO SHARE ALL MY EMOTIONS WITH AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH I HAVE MISSED YOU WITH EVERY PASSING DAY ONCE AGAIN. I WANT TO FALL ASLEEP LYING RIGHT NEXT TO YOU AND I KNOW THAT WHEN I AWAKEN YOU'LL BE THERE ,TOO. WHEN I'M TROUBLED, I WANT TO KNOW THAT YOU'LL BE THERE TO HELP SEE ME THROUGH IT, AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW ONCE AGAIN THAT YOU'LL ALWAYS BE ON MY HEART AND MIND AS THE DAYS GO BY TILL THE DAY, GOD WILL FINALLY LET ME MEET UP WITH YOU ONCE AGAIN BABY.

MUCH LOVE,

BRENDA

It is three whole months today and nothing has changed. There is still plenty of sorrow and pain in my heart. I miss you and I would love to have the chance to see you again. Aunt Licha is really taken it hard. Today the weather is unbelievable. It was so hot for the past week and all of a sudden there are grey skies and it is pretty cool. I want to let you know that I think of you all the time. Your mom thinks of you all the time. I wish that you were still here. I want to be able to hug you and tell you that I love you. But I guess I have to wait until it's my turn to go and see you. I guess until then, I will forever keep your picture close to my heart.

Love Always,

Your cuz,

Corina Vela



P.S. Why don't you ask god if he can give you a one time pass to come home... forever?

Another day without you. So quiet and grey it seems... even on the sunniest days where the brightest ray of light shines on my face as it dries my tears. As if it were your hand lifting my chin up to say "Hey, everything is fine! Don't cry anymore for you will flood the earth with these endless tears." Or in your words you would say..."Hey!!! Knock it off already and act your age." Something you learned from Uncle Bud! It is just so hard to let go. I think of you everyday. Everytime I go for a ride in my car.. I make sure you are cruising right along with me playing whatever it is I feel that you would be listening to if you were still here. Down the expressway we go nodding our heads to the loud bumping beats of a song you once thought was great!! Blue skies above with the greenest trees passing on our shoulders then infamous landmarks that lead us to what seems to be endless water... our lakefront, deep blue-green in color. Every type of person you can think of walking down the paths or riding their bikes, jogging or even skating. Then the question arises... Did you ever get to do those little things in life? I hope so. I know that someday I will see you again... Someday I will be able to ask these questions. Maybe you will have answers maybe you won't. Just a lil' note to say I am thinking of you always.



Forever in my heart!

Love Always,

Your Cuz

Corina

TO MRS. VELA,



WELL I DO NOT KNOW WHERE TO START. I CAN NOT IMAGINE HOW YOU FEEL THESE DAYS, BUT I FEEL YOU. I MET YOU THE DAY OF THE ALEX'S SERVICE. I HOPE YOU REMEMBER ME I WAS YOUR SON'S G/F.WORDS ARE NOT ENOUGH TO TELL YOU HOW SORRY I AM THAT OUR ANGEL BABY HAVE LEFT US TO GO TO THE PLACE HE DESERVED,HEAVEN.

GOD CALLED HIM SO YOUNG. I'M SO MAD AT LIFE AND THE WORLD.MY LIFE IS NOT THE SAME WITH ALEX NOT BY MY SIDE. IN SCHOOL IT'S NOT THE SAME ALSO SOMETIMES I HOPE TO SEE HIM. SPECIALLY IN THE LOCKERS. THAT'S WERE WE USE TO SEE EACH OTHER. MAN ONLY GOD AND HIM KNOW HOW I FEEL.BUT THE ONLY THING THAT CONSOLES ME IS JUST TO KNOW THAT HE IS IN THE BESTEST HANDS THERE IS AND THE PLACE HE DESERVED.I KNOW HE IS HERE WITH US AND HE'S GUIDING US BECAUSE EVERY TIME I THINK OF HIM EVERYDAY, UNUSUAL THINGS HAPPEN IN MY BEDROOM AND I KNOW IT'S HIM HE DOES NOT WANT TO SEE ALL HIS LOVED ONES SAD. MRS.VELA I CAN NOT IMAGINE THE FEELING AND THE VOID YOU FEEL AS A MOTHER. I SEEN MR.MONDRAGON AND OH GOD JUST BY SEEING HIM SHOWS HOW HE FEELS AS A FATHER AND I CAN NOT IMAGINE YOU. BUT LIKE I TOLD ANDREW, ALEX WOULDN'T LIKE TO SEE YOU BOTH LIKE THIS,I'M SURE HE WOULD BE HEART BROKEN. MY PRAYERS GO OUT TO YOU AND THE REST OF HIS FAMILY BUT JUST REMEMBER ONE THING THAT HE IS WITH US EVERY SINGLE DAY AND THAT HE'S IN A BETTER PLACE.

LOVE ALWAYS,

BRENDA

TO THE FAMILY OF ALEX:



I REALLY WANNA SAY THAT I'M SORRY THAT YOU LOST SUCH A PERFECT ANGEL. ALEX WAS MY BOY, AND I MISS HIM TERRIBLY.I THINK OF HIM ALOT. HE ALWAYS HAD SUCH A GREAT SMILE ON HIS FACE. MY HEART AND PRAYERS GO OUT TO THE FAMILY.



ALEX,



IT'S VERY SAD NOT SEEING YOU IN SCHOOL. IT FEELS SO EMPTY IN SCHOOL AND IN MY HEART. IT HURTS NOT TALKING TO YOU. I REMEMBER WE USED TO CHILL BY THE TRAIN STATION JUST CHILLIN.YOU ARE MISSED BY ME AND OTHERS THAT LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.ALOT OF STUFF HAS HAPPENED IN SCHOOL.I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOUR SMILING FACE ONCE MORE UP THERE IN HEAVEN. WE MISS YOU BABY.



LOVE YOUR GIRL ALWAYS,

SOPHIA FRIAS

Tia Licha, I know that you check this regularly as I do. I just want you to know that I love you like hell! Whenever you need anything, you know that I am only a phone call away. You mean the world to me and I know that you know that. I am so sorry for every day that goes by and Alex is not with you. I am so sorry that you hurt for him. It's not fair to say that I know the pain you feel, I can only say that I can imagine the pain and emptiness that you feel. I could not imagine my life without my son or my girls for that matter. We are all here for you my Lovely Tia. Hang in there. We will get through this... one day at a time!

I love you.

Your Niece,

Corina Vela



To The Friends of Alex;

First of all, I would like to thank all that were able to attend the service for my cousin. It meant alot to my aunt, her family and all of his family as well. I just want to send a message out to those who care about life. You know that pure pressure is a bitch and for all that know Alex knew that he wasn't an addict. He made a mistake that costed him his life. I want to say that you don't have to get high on drugs instead get high on life because life is beautiful. Take advantage of what life has to offer. It is always good to be able to remember the good times that you have had rather than getting high on drugs and not being able to remember it or living to talk about it the next day. Although Alex was not a user, he died from drugs. Always remember the danger of drugs. Never ever take it from anyone or for anyone! And guess what... It is VERY COOL TO JUST SAY NO!!!! Which would you choose? Life or Death? It's not a tough question. We all loved Alex very much and because of the drug we will no longer be able to touch him talk to him or see him. So make the right choice!

Sincerely,

Corina Vela

To my beautiful cousin Alex:

One who made everyone smile in their gloomiest days. Someone who made a difference in alot of peoples lives. Although it has been a month, it seems as if it were just yesterday that you left us! And like that day, we all still hurt for you and miss you a great deal. Life will not be the same without you. Your face, your laugh, your smile, your way of being, the love that you had for everyone. No one in the world would take your place. There was only one Alex. You were an angel sent from up above. It's just a shame that you were needed back there so soon. It just isn't fair how you were taken from us so young and nieve. There was supposed to be more time with you... for you... for all of us to be with you. But, you had to go. Oh Alex! I am so mad!!! But not at you... never at you papi. I am just mad at the fact that you couldn't stay at home with us! You were needed elsewhere to make a difference in someone elses world. Your job was done here. I love you unconditionally... and I miss you soooo much it hurts like hell. I think about you all the time. You are everywhere!! I know that you are. Things have happened lately that have no explanation as to why they are happening but I know that it is you. letting us know that you are guiding us and watching over us every step of the way! You take care of us... I know that you will. You always did in your own little way! Alex... We will always have you in our lives... Always. We will be together again... you wait and see. I still can't beleive that you are gone. But the memories of you will live forever. Til' next time.

Love Always,

Your Cousin,

Corina Vela

Hey Babe,



Well tomorrow it's going to be a month since you left your loved ones.Man baby I miss you so much that I can not wait for my day to come to see you! I know you wouldn't like for me to be saying something like this but this is the way I feel. I'm realizing little by little that now you are in the place you deserved, specially you the one who made me laugh all the time ,the one that was there for me ,the one who had a smile on him every single day .Man baby I miss you so much that I don't even know how I have made it through these horrible days of my life . I miss you calling me 24/7 to see what i was doing , keeping on check all of the time. Now this whole world has no meaning to me , with you not by my side. Man only if all these tears of mine would make stairs to heaven or a path so I can go and bring you with me. My life is not the same, no more without you here. But just know that you'll have a special place in my heart no matter what.



Love you,

Brenda

Damn well, i don't think i'll forget da day i found out about what happened to you, and i really regret not keeping in touch with you, you were a good friend silly and alwayz there for someone I'll never forget those good times we had back in grammer. I guess one just never knows what and when stuff happens, but knowing you're in a better place consoles one's heart a lil more.



TO HIS FAMILY: We all know its hard to lose a loved one. But we must never forget for those whom love us and need us to cherish them.

TO MY BRAVE ALEX,



IT'S BEEN A MONTH TODAY SINCE I

RECEIVED THE CALL ABOUT HAPPENED

TO YOU. ALL ALONG THINKING IT

WAS ALL A TERRIBLE JOKE, NO IT'S

NOT ALEX.

I NOW FEEL HOW AWFULLY FRIGHTENED

YOU FELT,ALL ALONE - SO FAR AWAY

FROM HOME. I HAVE BEEN WANTING TO

LET YOU KNOW THAT I FEEL YOU HELP-

ING US ALL PULL THROUGH THIS, DAY

BY DAY. THOUGH IT'S SOOO HARD!!

WE ALL LOVE YOU & MISS YOU TERRIBLY.

LOVE YOU WITH EVERY BEAT OF MY

HEART. MY BEAUTIFUL, GORGEOUS, AND

MOST OF ALL, BRAVE, SON OF MINE.



YOUR ONE & ONLY MOM

Hey Alex.....

well where do i start?...You were always the silliest yet kind hearted. Alex, you'll always live in our hearts.Your willingness to always make someone smile is a virture not too many carry, which forever makes u special. Like the day that we graduated together we both wished each other the best of luck....i take the time today to grant you eternal peace and may god continue blessing you.

love always,

Brenda



To the family: My heart and prayers are with you. May God bless you all.

Dearest Mom,

God I wish that I could change all the horrible events of the last two weeks of our lives but unfortunately I cannot. I just want you to know that with a lot of faith and by the grace of God we will heal, "and this too will pass". I miss Alex a great deal, I cannot begin to imagine the void you feel as a mother. I want you to know that Horacio & I are here for you always. I love you Mom.

Alex,

It's been a while since we last kicked it. But Im not mad. Just sorry that we couldnt before it was too late. I still remember all the good times we had over the years growing up together. Everyday meeting up on the way to school and all day running around acting up. I never told you how much love I had for you but hopefully you knew that. Just wanted to let know how much I felt about you, words really couldn't describe it.



Signing Out, Your Boy,

JOSHUA MCSEE

Alex always with that cute smile on your face that would lite up the room. School isn't going to be the same we will miss you I guess the heavens couldn't wait for such an ANGEL.

Alex,

Well alex it is kind of hard to believe that your not here. It just seems like yesterday we were in gym talking about Rowlett. It's really empty without you. I'm happy that you are in a better place and don't have to suffer in this world. I want you to know that I meant everthing in the poem "A Fallen Angel" because that's what you are an angel sent from god to put a smile on our faces. I won't say good bye because this is not good bye. Maybe I will get a chance to see you again. R.I.P. baby and you will always be dear in our hearts. Love you! Your fifth period friend.

Alex, I'm going to miss you. You are like a little brother to me. It's going to be very hard to get over what happened, but we'll try to be strong. I love you little bro.

Alex, you're in a better place. We will all miss you forever.

ALEX,



IT SEEMS JUST LIKE YESTERDAY THAT I CAN SEE YOUR SMILING FACE. SOMETIMES WALKING WITH ME TO THE THIRD FLOOR, JUST A SECOND LATE FOR SECOND PERIOD. YOU WERE SUCH A GOOD FRIEND. EVERYONE LOVED YOU AND STILL DOES. WE ARE ALL GONNA MISS YOU VERY MUCH. I HOPE THAT YOU WATCH DOWN ON YOUR LOVED ONES AND TAKE CARE OF US. REMEMBER YOU ARE AN ANGEL NOW, SO FREE, AND SO LOVED EVEN MORE. WE ALL KNOW YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE. YET YOU LEFT US SO YOUNG. YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE A PLACE IN MY HEART FOREVER! TAKE CARE ALEX! WE ALL LOVE YOU!:)



TO HIS FAMILY: I'M SORRY YOU LOST ALEX BUT ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT HE IS IN A GOOD PLACE NOW WHERE HE CAN'T SUFFER FROM ALL THE BAD STUFF IN THE WORLD. HE IS BEING TAKEN CARED OF. HE'S IN GOD'S HANDS AND JUST AS MUCH AS HE WAS LOVED HERE, HE IS LOVE UP THERE! WE ARE ALL GONNA MISS HIM. HE WAS A GOOD FRIEND, ALWAYS JOKING AROUND, AND HE ALWAYS HAD A SMILE ON HIS FACE! MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU ( THE FAMILY & ALEX)

LOVE YOU ALEX,

YOUR FRIEND ALWAYS,

SOPHIA :)

You are now resting in a better place. We will all miss you alot.

Alejandro,

Even though I knew you for a very short time you were a very cool person always joking around. I know that you are in a better place and I know that you are looking down on all of us.

To the family: I send all my prayers out to you and I hope it gives you the strength to look forwrd to a brighter day and makes you stronger. Alejandro would have wanted us all to smile and know that he is in a better place.

You are now better place. I always told you how special you were to me and you will be miss always & forever. You will always have a very special place in my heart.