Javier Fonseca Obituary

A year ago my life changed... I can still remember that day when I woke up and the first thing I always did was call u... that day u never picked up... and to only know that, that day u were out of my life forever. May 22 to many people is just a day that passes by, for me it's the day that turned my life around. Many people who knew Javie loved him and many cherished his presents. He was of great personality and in my eyes a very big kid ... lol... who I loved so much. I still remember his beautiful smile and him mimicing my sister when she called her boyfriend, " but babe"... he said it just like her... it made my sister crazy... lol... but she loved so much to. God bought this man to me for just 2 1/2 years, I have to say thank u for letting me experience such a wonderful relationship full of love, laughter, and most of all respect. As this year passed for me i had alot of support from my family and friends and I just wanted to say thank u. I also wanted to say that u don't have worry any more because im fine and im ok. I excepted closure already and i am moving on to experience more trails and love in my life. Im pretty sure my guardian angel is a step behind me keeping me safe at all times. Javie u will always have a special place in my heart and Thank You for a moment in time. ..">

Javie...



Wow... many things have change as you can see... things are alot different...I continue to think about you and your wonderful smile... it already going on 8 months since u been gone but I can still remember everything about you... sometimes I sit by myself and I laugh to myself, because of the the memories we shared together... which none of them were ever bad... i wish so much that u could be here with me, so I could share all the accomplishments I have done... u would be so proud of me...I just want to let u know that I think about you everyday and there's no day that i don't think about u ... I love u with all my heart and i trully do miss u so much..:o)

Javie,



I just wanted to let you know that your constantly on my mind and that things are getting a little bit better. Today is your Birthday and I was thinking about what would we be doing right now?? but I am at a lost... because your not here to celebrate your 24th birthday with me and your family. I can't express in words how much I LOVE YOU and how much I MISS YOU and how I want you here with me . At this point in my life I am not satisfy with what has happened to you... and I don't understand... but I don't know why it had to happen to you. I pray to God every night to give me the strength to continue to be strong in this diffcult time. HAPPY BIRTHDAY and I LOVE YOU



To the Fonseca family during these rough times it only brings us closer. I love you with all my heart.



To the family in Houston just wanted to say "HELLO" and I hope things are well for all of you.



Love Always,

Sonia Javie's Girlfriend

Hi Javi, I know I've signed your guest book not to long ago, but I just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JAVI!!! I love you and we miss you. We hope that you're at peace. And this is on behalf of all of us down here in Houston. My Mom wants to especially let you know that you are constantly on her mind.





love you,



your family in Houston

JAVI,

My dear sweet cousin whom i will always love, as i sit here and think of all the times we did spend together i hurt. Hurt because i miss you so dearly and with i could've seen you recently. Jose and i talk about you all the time, we seem to only remember all the great things about you. i or anyone else have anything negative to say about you. i read all the things that were written to you and i'm like whoa, everyone loved you. You had the most charming personality and face. Your family misses you like crazy and your mother is holding up great, thanks to her faith. Her faith in the LORD is so divine and genuine and i really admire that. This of course didn't fall from the tree you were always so positive. You had a wonderful girlfriend(HI SONIA)and supporting loving family. Your friends were like family, even to us. I sit sometimes and can feel your presence and at first it did scare me, but recently i look forward to it and hope to see you again. I know that the LORD has a special place for you as we all did. So, save me a spot right next to you so we can talk. I want to softest cloud that you sit next to. As you look down on us remember that no one could compare to our sweet, funny, handsome, charming angel on earth. you are now at peace and thats what keeps me at peace. Javi I LOVE YOU MAN AND MISS YOU. i look at your recent pictures at night and think about how i much i really do know you. i knew my cousin as a child, we grew up together our moms are like sisters. My mom is so torn up and cries for you. Can you hear her? She talks to you as so do many people i'm sure.

ADAN VILLANUEVA- R.I.P. G-UNIT!

Javi,

I still remember the first day when you came home from the hospital. From that moment on I was not only your sister but your lifetime sitter. You used to call me "mommy" and I had no choice but to take you with me when I went out with my friends. WOW, what I would do to take you out one last time. There is not a day, one moment or one second that goes by that I do not think of you. My brothers (Javi and Junior) are my world. My world has a different meaning. Today, I go through the motions without the same feelings. My heart feels hollow and everyday I try really hard to fill the gap. Although, Javi, I am so lucky to have God on my side because he will be my only comfort. Time will never erase my love for you. I will always have clear pictures in my memories.

Javi, thank you for giving me your unconditional love, support, for believing in me, for laughing with me, for crying with me and for always standing behind me even when I was wrong. I will always brag about the brother that was always willing to go the extra mile.

Te amo con todas las fuerzas de mi corazon y se que tu me amabas igual.

Tu hermana,

Betsy

As a close and very good friend you will never be forgotten. I will always remember all the good times we had together. All the times that we partied, stayed out late, with los, cape, hollywood. We spend alot of time together and I was glad that every time we made the best of it. Your memories and moments are with everyone that knew you. You will never be forgotten. Your friend. Zeus!

I miss you so much,I feel like I can't function without you. I not only lost my brother but also my best friend. I just finished watching some video that I have of you. The whole time I watched it, I was not sad. It brought a smile to my face, it felt like you were still with me. I wish I could have told you how much you meant to me and how proud I was of you. I know that you knew how I felt, but I wish I had one more chance to express it. I'm not upset that your gone, I understand that God has a plan for everyone, I'm just upset cause I miss you so damn much. What keeps me going is that I know you didn't suffer, and you will never have to suffer again. I think about you from the time I wake up to the time I go to sleep. I talk to you all the time. Can you hear me? I think you can because I can feel your pesence even as I type this. What I would'nt do to see you one more time. You will never be forgotten. I love you.

JAVI se que te voy a extranar mucho pero me comforta saber que fui muy buena madre me considero muy previligiada por Dios por darme la oportunidad de ser madre por tercera vez y fue una alegria para mi tan grande cuando naciste, siempre me apoyaste en mi trabajo (Trabajo Social) ya que al tenerte a ti fuiste mi inspiracion para continuar trabajando. Logre hacer un buen muchacho de bien y por todo este logro que Dios me otorgo me sentia muy orgullosa de ti y Dios me concedio que me pude despedir de ti con un abrazo y beso. me fui de viaje pero me sentia tranquila al igual que ahora. Y lo mas que me hacia sentir bien que elegiste una muchacha muy especial SONIA tu atencion hacia ella me hacia sentir muy bien ya que siempre te ensene que como tu pareja siempre fueras atento, carinoso y siempre apoyarla en sus decisiones. Fuiste un gran hermano tio y demas. Algo que siempre te recordaba que a DIOS habia que darle gracias por todo. Siempre vas a estar en mi pensamiento, en mi corazon y siempre pensando que continuare con tus hermanos, sobrinos y todo lo que Dios me permita hacer. Recordandote siempre con mucho amor tu mama.

Javie--



What can i say?? You have inspired us all and have touched so many lives even those who did not know u very long. Like for many, the reality of ur death is slowly sinking in...i was looking at Jasmin's MG page she created and i couldn't help it but cry. It's just so hard to come to terms that ur not here with us no longer. You were a great person...u were smart, hardworking, caring, sweet, hansom...But u knew that! (i did hear the story of how u used to admire urself in the mirror...but that's cool i do the same...lol)And most of all u were so in love with sonia...and i admired u for that. You both were so happy and I know me and her were M.I.A. for a while...but i knew u were there bringing joy to her life. I am going to miss all the DED serious convo's that we had about u and sonia lol...and ur guy advice u gave me and now look what happen thanx too u ;) As i sit here and write this, a question crosses my mind...y u Javie? but like i have said before the Lord had a plan for u and we will never know y you had to go but i do know ur our angel in heaven and we will meet again. I know ur ok Javie and continue to make em laugh up there k...cus that was the best! And as for sonia she is going to be ok cus u will be at her side making sure of it...and I will be there too making she sure the next guy treats her well and i will be asking him 21 questions like bernie did to u lol...but u know no one would be as perfect as u...and i know ur like "yup cus i am the best lol"...We miss u and we love u Javie

Javi I met you but once and your personality shone through. It was sad for me to hear that your time had come to say goodbye, your rode was not mapped out as long as others but it seems that while short is was sweet. You and Sonia seemed so happy, you had chemistry that some people can only dream of having, all I ever heard were great things about you. While you are no longer present your memories will always live through those who loved you most.

Until we meet again...

To Javie and my sister:



I know that it's been extremely hard for you because it’s been hard for Tito and me. Javie was the love of your life he was also your souls mate and you’re everything. He loved you with all of his divining heart and he never was scared to say or show how much he adored and love you.



I love Javie, as he was my own brother. I remember when he used to mimic me when I was upset with Tito. (BABY!). He would always tell me how much Tito loved me.



Javie and Sonia were two of a kind. They both love each other soooooooo much. You were the PERFECT man for her. Sonia and Javie took life by the hand and embrace every moment they shared.



I miss him dearly and no one could ever take the place of Javie. I thank God for having a person like Javie in my life. He WILL always be remember and will never be forgotten. I LOVE YOU JAVIE….I LOVE YOU SONIA……

Dear Javi,



Where do I even begin? It's still very unreal that you are gone. When I heard the news, I did not want to believe it, and in all reality, I still don't want to believe it. You will never be forgotten. In the short time that I knew you, I learned to appreciate how good of a person you where. You should me what true unconditional love, really is. The love that you had for everyone, was real, and I will never forget that. I feel honored to have known you and to have shared some special times with you. You were the only one that always told me how special love was. Whenever I was doubting love, you always told me that I was loved and how real it was. I feel very blessed to have spent time with you, the night before you left us. You took the time to chat with us, (Bernie, Sonia, and I), you hugged my daughters, and listened to them scream your name as usual (Javi, Javi, Javi). I'm sure Mariah and Alyssa probably tried jumping on you as usual, and Alyssa was probably upset, cause you didn't give her special treatment (you know how she had a crush on you, and would always tell Sonia that you were her boyfriend) I honor that night, when you sat with us and talked to us for about an hour.



To Blanca: Javi talked about you that night, and told us how good of a mother you were to him. How you always openly talked to him and how you showed him unconditional love.



To Betsy: Javi talked about you that night as well, and told us how smart you were. He said you were the smartest person that he knew, and how he missed you so much since you are in California.



To Junior: Javi loved you so much and looked up to you. He spoke very highly of you as well.



To Javi's niece's and nephew's: He loved you guys very much, always remember that.



Javi, I will never forget you. Even though we have no choice, but to move on, your memory will always be with me. I told Mariah and Alyssa that you are now our Angel, and you will be with us forever. You will forever be a part of us, and we will never, ever, forget you. Love you, always and forever....



Marlene, Mariah, and Alyssa

To the love of my life, that will always remain in my heart. When God brought you into my life I told everyone that I was blessed to have you in my life. Not only were you the man of my dreams I knew I was going to spend the rest of my life with you. You Brought me joy, love , companionship, laugther, respect and most of all you gave me your heart. As I sit here writing many people will see this, but that's OK because they need to know how GREAT of person you are and I am willing to tell them how you are. As many days passed since your death it's been a rollercoaster ride for me because I was so use to your face, touch, smell, love, kisses, and most of all your big hugs and your bright big smile. Javie was a person of great character and aspirations. He had many dreams and goals for his life and he was determined to accomplish every little thing. He spoke very Highlly of his family and friends even though he didn't express it to them, but he expressed to me. So to the Fonseca family your son, brother, and uncle looked up to you as a inspiration in his life. He loved you guys very dearly even though at times he didn't show it. Javie is a unique, one of a kind person and he has left a mark in my heart forever. I wouldn't change one thing about Javie. I could go forever about Javie, But I would have to write a book just to express what I feel about him.



To the Fonseca family Thank you for everthing and welcoming me into home and into your hearts.



Sonia Medina

Javie's Girlfriend

Dearest Fonseca family



If tears could build a stairway

And memories were a lane

We would walk right up to heaven

And bring you back again



No farewell words were spoken

No time to say goodbye

You were gone before we knew it

And only God knows why



Our hearts still ache in sadness

And secret tears still flow

What it meant to lose you

No one can ever know



But now we know you want us

To mourn for you no more

To remember all the happy times

Life still has much in store



Since you'll never be forgotten

We pledge to you today

A hallowed place within our hearts

Is where you'll always stay.



May you find comfort in the arms of your angel Javier!!! Stay strong and keep close for each other as guidance!!! Love ya guys and take care!!! Love Dawn

Dear Betsy and Family,

My deepest sympathy. I know it's a great loss and the pain will never really go away, but in those times you find yourself shedding your tears close your eyes and remember all the good times of what made Javi so special. His smile, his laughter, his silliness, his compassion, his big heart. Our prayers are with you and you'll always be in our hearts. The Chirinos Family

THERES NOTHING ELSE TO SAY BUT IM GLAD YOUR IN A BETTER PLACE AND WATCHING OVER US YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS. HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON, IM GANNA MISS YOU JAIV. WISH I COULDOF SEEN YOU ONE LAST TIME AND TALK TO YOU BUT THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON,IT WASN'T REALLY YOUR TIME BUT GOD MADE IT YOUR TIME FOR A REASON. SO I KNOW HES PUTTING GOOD USE OF YOU SO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND SEE YOU AROUND NO GOOD BYES CAUSE WE WILL SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN PEACE



R.I.P JAVI.



GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTEN!!!

Javi,

You're my uncle yet like my brother. I miss you so much, everyone misses you. You were such a happy person. I'll always remember you.

Love you always,

Yasmine

Dear Blanca and Family,



Please except our deepest sympathy for your loss.



Sincerely, Bonnie and Jonathon Kisielewski

IN LOVING MEMORY OF JAVIER FONSECA, NO WORDS CAN REALLY EXPRESS HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU BEING GONE. YOU WILL REALLY BE MISSED. MY LOVE FOR A FRIEND WILL STILL REMAIN IN MY HEART AND I WILL CARRY ON WITH THE MEMORIES THAT WE HAD. MAY YOU REST IN PEACE. YOUR BOY FOR ETERNITY CARLITO

I will always remember Javier. I am very upset about his sudden death. I had the chance to play football with him. And he always made me laugh with all his jokes and his great sense of humor. I will miss him and always remember him. YOUNG GUNS forever, R.I.P Javier #54